Mental Mudslide

Mental mudslide pushing me off the edge

Collision course set for disaster

And I think of life thereafter.

Anticipating my interaction with karma as it hunts me down...

As it rocks me

And feeds me

What is so undeserved.

Channeled thoughts clutching onto my frail intellect

As it emphasizes on the clear path I must select

To generate a safeguard for this calamity...

Running into road blocks of confusion and vanity.

Running towards you as you turn your back

Towards the wrong direction.

Do you have a confession?

Overlooking all I see,

Misunderstood creatively

As you paint your path angelically for all who see.

A racing heart embarassed by its current stand still

Never did I believe it could be so relentless.

Perpetually deprived emotionally

Oblivious to the upcoming catastrophe

Accompanied by its finality

Holding on tight...it beats for you, my life, my family

Struggling to retain this portion of my reliant spirit,

Unable to think,

Unable to deem,

What's unacceptable and undeniable.

It's the reality versus what sets me apart...

The inevitable impact of a mental mudslide and a racing heart.

-just MAYSHA

©2009