Strength & Courage

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I find myself beseeching for the strength
To carry this burden I put on myself.
At the fault of no other but only my own
I find myself in intense agony
Rethinking confident decisions
That once seemed so justified.

I find myself longing to have the courage
To remedy my pleasuring mistakes
That have become overbearing
With the time invested around my actions.
Reliving a different era in my life
To accommodate my true self in life once again.

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