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I dread the thought of my daughters one day being teenagers...I like where they're at now. One is 3 and the other is 7 months. I wonder...or better said...I worry about not doing everything I am supposed to do as a parent, going wrong somewhere through the timeline. You only have one chance to get it right, one chance to impact in their lives, one chance to be a good parent... I can't help but wonder, will I get it right? I remember being 14...Times weren't easy then, your mind is a scramble, there is a lot you don't understand. How will they see me? Will they be ashamed of me? Will they hate me?
Can't we just stop time?
Can't we keep them this way forever?
I wish
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I know exactly what you mean.
Maysha,
It's my greatest fear (aside from losing them). I also sometimes wish I could stop time and just let them be at this stage where I can protect them and they love me to distraction without any issues. But I also always think I can't wait to see them grown up, how will they be, what will they say, what will my grandchildren look like, etc.
It will probably break my heart if one day i bring my son to school and he asks me to drop him off a block away. *sob*
Maysha,
It's my greatest fear (aside from losing them). I also sometimes wish I could stop time and just let them be at this stage where I can protect them and they love me to distraction without any issues. But I also always think I can't wait to see them grown up, how will they be, what will they say, what will my grandchildren look like, etc.
It will probably break my heart if one day i bring my son to school and he asks me to drop him off a block away. *sob*
ok, sorry about that. thought something was wrong with blogger. didn't mean to flood you. :D
leo- what are we going to do?
menchie- thanks for the kind words and the reassurance that I'm not alone...I'm not even ready to think about school yet. :-(
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