Paying Price of Honesty

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I went clothes shopping a few weeks ago...and I remember the frustration as I tried on all the clothes that interested me.

It was one dress after another.

Of course the complex is because I gained a considerable amount of weight since I first married and had my children. All I could think was that everything I put on made me look even fatter than I already am...but the ironic thing is that I was shopping at a store for BIG people. You would think that their clothes would be more flattering for our silhouettes. But NOOOOO, maybe their objective is that we create more of a complex for ourselves so that we can finally decide to lose weight. I don't know...but like I wasn't already feeling down in the dumps, and felt like I needed something to eat...right when I'm taking the last dress off...my oldest starts pushing her finger on my stomach saying: "Boing, boing, boing."

Oh.......I wanted to cry! I couldn't believe it. My three year old!!! Then she felt the need to mention, like she hadn't already done enough damage: "Mom, your big," then starts to giggle.

Needless to say, I didn't buy anything. I put my clothes back on, and I left.
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