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Expose myself,
do it!
Speak my mind,
do it!
Why inhibit myself?
Only you want to do it.
I just want to let go.
I want to be free
of these traitorous thoughts.
Only you want to soak it all in.
Let me let go please.
I swear I need to.
I want to be happy,
But you won't allow me to be.
Why do you want me to ache?
I can't bear this pain any longer.
I can fix it,
I really can.
Stop making me
Fear the inevitable.
I realize what your trying to teach me,
But I no longer want to learn.
I beg you to let me out of this disaster.
For I won't live
If it's with you.
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